Our Present:

Chapter 5: Drop of Life

Thirst for the Elixir of Release

 

The sound of hard steel smacking cold steel

jolts me awake. 

I’m balled up in a fetal roll,

my limbs still in chains.

A new one tethers me to a pole.

 

 

‘N the dead bolt seals my fate.

When I felt the creepy slimy slugs

of black tar slide off of me

‘n watched ’em slink back

into darkness, I knew 

it was all too real–Wait, how did I see?


I have a little different definition of evil than than most people. 

When you have the opportunity and ability to do good and do nothing, 

that’s evil. Evil doesn’t always have to be an overt act,

it can be merely the absence of good.

–Yvon Chouinard. Born 1938. 


Our worst enemies are not the ignorant and simple,

however cruel; our worst enemies are the intelligent and corrupt.

–Graham Greene. 1904-1991

We are fast approaching the stages of the ultimate inversion:
the stage where government is free to do anything it pleases, 
while the citizens may act only by permission;
which is the stage of the darkest period of human history,
the stage of rule by brute force.

–Ayn Rand. 1905-1982.


He who fights with monsters might take

care lest he thereby becomes a monster.

And if you gaze for long into an abyss,

the abyss gazes also into you.

–Friedrick Nietzche, 1844-1900.

My eyes adapted to infrared.

At that moment, in front of me,

 

I saw more tiny lights ‘n leapt.

Yanked back with a bone-crushing jolt.

I raged against my tethered state

‘n heaved against my restraints. 

Dispirited, defeated, at my lowest.

The tiny spots of light approached. Eyes.

In no mood for company

Thousands of phosphorescent 

neon eyes surrounded me.

 

Who chained me up? You?

What? What are you looking at? Hah?

You think I’m the featured freak in this zoo?

Have you looked in a mirror, lately?

They had no faces!


Chains, they are of our own choosing.

Only eyes suspended in glowing oval rings

atop black-cloaked, two-dimensional bodies,

like paper cut-outs, more like their shadows,

set against darkness, barely distinguishable.

They fluttered in the wind.

One pair grew close,

I sensed–the SLAPPER!

I pulled back and demanded,

Why didn’t you storm the gates

when they opened up for me, huh?

That faint resonance I felt earlier was

now mysteriously decipherable to me:


Anger and intolerance are the enemies 

of correct understanding.

–Mohandas Gandhi. 1869-1948.


Loving your enemies does not mean 

you have to agree with or accept what they do.

You can still love all of mankind and 

be outspoken for what you believe.

–Bethany Jane Andrews Hoey


I believe the greatest gift I can conceive of

having from anyone is to be seen by them,

heard by them, to be understood and touched by them.

The greatest gift I can give is to see, hear, 

understand and to touch another person.

When this is done I feel contact has been made.

–Virginia Satir. 1916-1988.

 

 

I am Tukayo.

We are all very proud of you.

You advocated well and upheld our values.

 

 

You saw what they did 

… back home

… to us?

I bowed my head in shame


I saw what you did in response.

All times past,

in this moment and all time following,

I see you

 

Tukayo cupped both hands ‘n cried into them.

Silvery, mirror-like tears pooled in her hands.

Upon their shimmering surface, I saw:

No face, no identitiers of any sort.

Forgot, I was scrubbed. I looked up:

Tukayo threw her tears into the air.

They burst into a million 

tiny paper dolls with wings.

Them–me–all of us.

My indignation subsided.

We had no markers; no mouths.

No lips; no tongues; no nose; no ears.

Yet, vocal cords worked ‘n let ’em hummm.


Heaven knows we need never be ashamed

of our tears, for they are rain upon the 

blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts.

I was better after I had cried, than before–

more sorry, more aware of my own ingratitude, more gentle.

–Charles Dickens. 1812-1870.

 

In many countries today, moral and

ethical norms are being reconsidered;

national traditions, differences 

in nation and culture are being erased

–Vladimir Putin. Born 1952.


Please joion us. You are not alone.


No thanks. Just passin’ through.


All of us, at some time or other, need help.

Whether we’re giving or receiving help,

each one of us has something 

valuable to bring to this world.

That’s one of the things that connects us as neighbors

–in our own way, each one of us is a giver and a receiver

–Fred ‘Mr.’ Rogers. 1928-2003.


Gonna find a way out.

I fought my restraints.


They started to hummm.

The resonance built up ‘n up ‘n up

until I could feel my shackles vibrate.

They heated up. I moaned in burnin’ pain.


Tukayo tenderly took my hands.

Somehow, my heart began to feel

the full breadth ‘n true dept of my real pain;

had no idea it was even there, let alone so much.

Not a great reward for surviving, not at all.

Not exactly my idea of victory, not at all.

The steel cuffs snapped open ‘n fell off.


If you never heal from what hurt you,

you’ll bleed on people who didn’t cut you.

–Tamara Kulish.


Someone said, “Anger is sadness that has 

nowhere to go for a very long time.”

–Anonymous.


Hope is the elixir of life. It is the engine that

propels us forward in our pursuit of countless

goals, all of which might otherwise be impossible

to undertake if we were bereft of hope.

–Gad Saad. Born 1964.

Tukayo held my freed hands up ‘n cupped ’em.

Slowly my hands filled with their tears.

I learned, this is how they drank, 

from their hands, and so did I.

My new source of sustenance.

So quenching, as it absorbed 

deep into me. Replenishing.

So came their Third Gift:

The Elixir of Life: Release!


Born of our diversity,

the plethora of catharses

desalinates and distills

our tears into an elixir

that can cure any social ill.


Let the rain kiss you.

Let the rain beat upon your head with silver 

liquid drops. Let the rain sing you a lullaby.

–Langston Hughes. 1901-1967. 


It’s a relief to hear the rain, It’s the sound of

billions of drops, all equal, all equally committed

to falling, like sudden outbreak of democracy.

Water, when it hits the ground, instantly

becomes a puddle or rivulet or flood.

–Alice Oswald. Born 1966.


Legitimacy is the elixir of political power.

–Fareed Zakaria.


There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the 

mark of weakness, but of power. They speak

more eloquently than ten thousand tongues.

They are the messengers of overwhelming grief,

of deep contrition and of unmistakable love.

–Washington Irving. 1783-1859.


Like the droplets of rain,

drawn down into the aquifer,

filtered by the earth, pulled along

into the stream,

into the brook,

into the river,

and back to sea.


We, too, meld together, as one,

without loss of and strengthened by

our individuality.


Our tears are the drops of life.

For all true citizens of democracy,

the capillary pull between our sweat,

tears, fears and prayers, is our strength.